New Years 1984

Monday evening
Waiting for your sweet release
I'll paint you for it
You dive in and unravel softly
Fascination accidentally
Shadows I would steal

I broke you up like a kiss face down
Lined you with timeless around
Lost your fame
Your fortune swings
Ugliness, pretty things
Started with a kiss

And now it's come to this

Bleach white
Seconds after midnight
Paranoia daylight
Tear you coming down, coming down

Black out
Isolation carried out
Desperation, freak out
Tear you coming down, coming down

Desperate pose
And the way you chose
You were torn without your clothes
Broken heart never came for me
Hidden cuts are a mystery
Spinning from within
And you don't care for anything

Bleach white
Seconds after midnight
Paranoia daylight
Tear you coming down, coming down

Black out
Isolation carried out
Desperation, freak out
Tear you coming down, coming down

Just because I understand you
Doesn't mean that I don't hate you
Cross the street you call
And drips a chalk line fall
And the sound of the dead time on your white wrists
And the terrified feelings on your white fingertips

Did you know me
When you were living free?
Did you, did you, did you know me
When you were living free?

Bleach white
Midnight
Paranoia daylight
Black out
Carried out
Desperation, freak out
Freak out, freak out, freak out, freak out, freak out, freak out

So long