Insomnia

I wanna know where you hide
When our hearts can not collide
It keeps me up at night
Fast asleep, watching the world just pass me by

I don't understand why
For the past twelve weeks, I've been talking in my sleep
Saying, "God, please save me"
Am I asleep or am I dead?
Praying to you at the foot of my bed
Trying to figure out what your plans were
So many questions that will never be answered

Why did my best friend lose his faith?
Maybe he never had it in the first place
Why do the children have to suffer
While I sit here in comfort?
Why do I have to watch my father die?
Too many thoughts running through my mind
Why do we do this to ourselves?
Why search for heaven while creating hell?

I wanna know where you hide
When our hearts can not collide
It keeps me up at night
Fast asleep, watching the world just pass me by

I don't mean to question your ways
But another kid killed himself today
Are you there? Are you there?
Can you feel his pain?
Why don't we live? Why don't we whine?
Why don't you have their prayers instead of mine?
Complacent hearts tear us apart
Was this your plan from the very start?

I know this all happens for a reason
It grows in a place where there are no seasons
Every time we look, the grass is depleting
And I stay silent when nobody's listening

I wanna know where you hide
When our hearts can not collide
It keeps me up at night
Fast asleep, watching the world just pass me by

I wanna know where you hide
When our hearts can not collide
It keeps me up at night
Fast asleep, watching the world just pass me by