Songtexte Life Is So Confusing - Conkrete

Life is so confusing you shouldn't compare to others but
When you do it feels like it's decent or like an Uppercut
when you were kid they were saying to do what you love
Now that you are older screw that stuff you need a couple buck.
Yea I understand why some kids grow up and there touching drugs
Never given chances to follow dreams now your stuck in ruts.
Know some kids with straight A's that grew up to be nothing much
Wonder when the innocence died and what we are running from
People that are 16
Seen these kids all live dreams
Meanwhile I can't get sleep
No queen here to check me
I am like acapella
Cause I am a dead beat
Took me 23 years
Is this dude the best me?
People in there early twenties be rolling in Bentlies
Come to find out that most of them won't be debt free
Unemployed, debt free
Live at home, that's me
No car, no fans
Spending savings damn

Life is so confusing
At nights I like to abuse it
What the hell is progress
Don't know if I'm making movement
Doesn't feel like it
And especially with this music
Maybe I'm just stupid
And gotta keep doing this (but)
Life is so confusing
At nights I like to abuse it
What the hell is progress
Don't know if I'm making movement
Doesn't feel like it
And especially with this music
Maybe I'm just stupid
And gotta keep doing this (but)

Life is so confusing
I'm winning or am I losing?
Did you win the fight if there's permanent scars and bruises?
So many perspectives so what the hell has the truth been
Gotta live my own but sometimes I think that it's foolish
Am I in love with the pain
Is this just my drug I ain't
Going through withdrawals
Rather die then live if y'all
Take this all away
Blanking on the page
Fill it with rage
Bedroom is a cage.
Don't believe In heaven
And I don't believe hell
Don't know if gods read'em
But there's text up on his cell.
Don't know where I'm heading
But there's graves for All and well
That Can be in seconds
Or in decades you can't tell
Some days feel I'm ready
And Some days that is too heavy
Someday I am grateful
And some days I am just hateful
Maybe I'm in heaven now
Maybe I'm in hell now
Maybe this is life I'll
Try to figure it out

Life is so confusing
At nights I like to abuse it
What the hell is progress
Don't know if I'm making movement
Doesn't feel like it
And especially with this music
Maybe I'm just stupid
And gotta keep doing this (but)
Life is so confusing
At nights I like to abuse it
What the hell is progress
Don't know if I'm making movement
Doesn't feel like it
And especially with this music
Maybe I'm just stupid
And gotta keep doing this (but)