Songtexte Terrified - Conkrete

Oh-oh-oh-oh, I'm fuckin' terrified Oh-oh-oh-oh, I'm fuckin' terrified
Oh-oh-oh-oh, I'm fuckin' terrified Oh-oh-oh-oh, I'm fuckin' terrified and

Will I ever make it? Will I become famous?
Bills have all been paid and my health I am maintainin
Work has been so drainin, plus I keep complainin

Too scared to leave, man, I really fuckin' hate it
A dream I have been chasin, will I ever taste it?
I don't feel amazing, I think I'm the lamest
Can I ever change it? Will I be the greatest?

The end of this journey, I don't wanna face it
Is it time to pack it up and walk around just mad as fuck
Then pack a blunt, I act so tough, I've had enough
I'm sad and stuck, I rap so much but haven't had a chance

With luck, my passion, love, isn't lovin' me back
Prayin' on my knees that it'll all work out
But how can you be sure, pal? Homie, I am your doubts
And hope has sold you lies, the truth is in my eyes

Lord, I need a sign, I try to act okay when really I am terrified

Oh-oh-oh-oh, I'm fuckin' terrified Oh-oh-oh-oh, I'm fuckin' terrified
Oh-oh-oh-oh, I'm fuckin' terrified Oh-oh-oh-oh, I'm fuckin' terrified

What if I meet someone and all they see's a bum?
Sometimes I don't think I'm capable of love

And even if I was, do I love myself?
Am I doin' well? I can't even tell
Love I think is dyin, and no, I am not lyin
I'm tired of tryin, broken hearts and just cryin

Can I even love? Can I even trust?
Can I be loved? Maybe I am numb
I don't wanna waste my time, I hate the lies
She loves me but she's with some guy, degrades my mind

She dissed me, I'm (a fuckin' loser)
Glad it's done but sad it's over
Drinkin' rum, yeah, I'm not sober
Said I'm happy, I look crappy

What is love? No one showed you
Scared of love or scared of lovin
Scared of trust or scared of trustin
I'm not too sure, cause I have been there before

Left me angry, sad, and sore
Maybe I was warned, maybe I was lied to
Claim I am a shy dude when really I am terrified

Oh-oh-oh-oh, I'm fuckin' terrified Oh-oh-oh-oh, I'm fuckin' terrified
Oh-oh-oh-oh, I'm fuckin' terrified Oh-oh-oh-oh, I'm fuckin' terrified and

Oh-oh-oh-oh I'm fuckin' terrified
Oh-oh-oh-oh I'm fuckin' terrified
Oh-oh-oh-oh I'm fuckin' terrified
Oh-oh-oh-oh I'm fuckin' terrified