Songtexte Cursed Box - CrDnlSn

Sometimes I feel like just blowin my mind up
Sometimes I feel like just blowin my mind up
Sometimes I feel like just blowin my mind up
Blowin my mind up
Blowin my mind up

I got a cursed box
And I got a heart that's decayed
Got me thinkin the worse thoughts
So I smoke myself in a daze
I got no faith but I pray
Hoping somebody talk back
But all I'm gettin is silence
So I'm headed down a dark path
I need direction and guidance
Or else I'm crossing the line
I got a fortune in rhymes
That's painting portraits in minds
Kind of hard to define
My thought process eschewed
My point of views all fucked up
So venom is spewed
Like a kennel that's full
Somebody going to sleep
I'm an irrational animal
On a flammable beat

Sometimes I feel like just blowin my mind up
Sometimes I feel like just blowin my mind up
Sometimes I feel like just blowin my mind up
Blowin my mind up
Blowin my mind up

Goddamn this cursed box
That's where my pain is contained
When does the hurt stop
I should put my shame in a frame
I make the earth hot
When I spit my flames
Weather changes
I'm insane through the ages
You not safe with the angels
I was there in the manger
Frankincense and mur burning
It's the loud I was blowin
Smokin hot like a furnace
My soul purchased
In exchange for a service
Scorchin the surface
Man I was born with a purpose
Blow out the circuits
The wattage
Amplified from the knowledge
I'm like the oracle
Even as I abolish the garbage
I'm still adorable

Sometimes I feel like just blowin my mind up
Sometimes I feel like just blowin my mind up
Sometimes I feel like just blowin my mind up
Blowin my mind up
Blowin my mind up

I hate this cursed box
I'm trapped inside and I'm pleading
Since the first part
I been punching walls til I'm bleeding
I can't beat em
So join em
Yeah I succumbed to the pressure
So now I'm eatin the soylent
Omega man from the fissure
Family sure gon miss ya
If you come around my way
Bodies aint an issue
We got pigs ain't eat all day
Wrestle with my conscience
So I try to act my age
But I'm hiding something monstrous
So you need to be afraid
Everything that I just rapped
Was in front of the mirror
Cause that sexy ass reflection
Got me shakin in terror

Sometimes I feel like just blowin my mind up
Sometimes I feel like just blowin my mind up
Sometimes I feel like just blowin my mind up
Blowin my mind up
Blowin my mind up