Disgusting

6 AM at holy rose reflecting on this crazy year
Imagine me at 12 years old if i would have known
I'd make it here
Sloppy skin and bloody lips
Face is wet and sticky too
Keep a blicky with me
Cuz i know these goons is out to get me
They ain't praying for you

Nauseous
Nauseous around you
Nauseous again and again
Nauseous
Nauseous aound you
Again and again and again
Again and again and again
Again and again and again
You're making me sick
So sick
Sick sick sick
So sick

Nauseous sick

The mind is a powerful place
Once it touches that chemical substance
You promised me you was real
It tunrs out you really wasn't
I made some mistakes but you know what really leaves me disgusted
I really thought you could be somebody that i love and trusted

Nauseous
Nauseous around you
Nauseous again and again
Nauseous
Nauseous aound you
Again and again and again
Again and again and again
Again and again and again
You're making me sick

Lord
Help me i'm so immature
I can't pretend i got sympathy for you anymore
Sometimes i just feel what i feel
My wounds gotta bleed before they heal
Energy is precious i cherish it and protect it
Influencers don't influence me
Miss me with your projections
Your whole vibe is gross
Bitch adios
The truth has been exposed
Want my forgiveness
Mmm nope

Disgusting
I know i can be obscene
Disgusting
But you're disgusting to me

Disgusting
Disgusting
Disgusting
Disgusting