Songtexte no expression - DGLITCHY

I swear life been crazy

This shit feel so real
I don't know how to feel
Back then I had no money to get a meal (no money)
Now I stack thousands, still tryna get a mill
I feel like they really depend on me (my fam)
So I hop in the studio with no pen on me (no pen)
I told God protect me from my enemies (yuh)
He said okay just peep all the energy (YEAH)
And I watch how my friends turn to frenemies
My baby she won't even feeling me (damn)
I don't know how to feel I don't know
I don't know how to feel I don't know
I don't know how to feel how to feel
I don't know how to feel how to feel
I don't know how to feel I don't know
I don't know how to feel I don't know

I be outta my mind I be tweaking
Thinking it out of time cause I need it (time)
Might just buy a bust down just to freeze it
I'm so cold I'm so cold not anemic
Told my bitch we can spread Angel wings
Broke her heart now she think I'm a demon
She pack her shit & she said that leaving
She never come back from the text that I'm reading
I know I'm reason, I tried to leave it in the past, but the past said no I ain't leaving
But no I won't force it, I know the flame still there so no don't extort it
I had dreams of me and you hopping in and out foreign
Virgo, but you acting like a Capricorn
Wish it could've been different but it's been the same ever since we was both born

This shit feel so real
I don't know how to feel
Back then I had no money to get a meal (no money)
Now I stack thousands, still tryna get a mill
I feel like they really depend on me (my fam)
So I hop in the studio with no pen on me (no pen)
I told God protect me from my enemies (yuh)
He said okay just peep all the energy (YEAH)
And I watch how my friends turn to frenemies
My baby she won't even feeling me (damn)
I don't know how to feel I don't know
I don't know how to feel I don't know
I don't know how to feel how to feel
I don't know how to feel how to feel
I don't know how to feel I don't know
I don't know how to feel I don't know

Why it feel like somebody always watching me
I can run this shit just like monopoly
Collect two I'm on go, ain't no stopping me
Step on the property, that is a fee
Deep in the water, not scared of the streets
I know I'm black, but My skin is concrete (whoa)
You the type nigga try prey on the weak
I'm the type nigga prey on the predator (grr)
Had to drop that bitch off for a better one
She was dime, I went up like eleven tho
I open my closet I seen hell a skeletons
Them demons they knocking hell no I won't let them in
If i let you in, tell me what would you do
Would you give me everything my heart pursues