Songtexte Broken - Da Real Mac

I've been through all this heartbreak I'm so tired of all this shit
And this year is really tough I don't know how I took the hits
I am looking at the road it's still a long way to go
Watching the clock keep on ticking seeing how time is really slow
The struggle don't ever stop wondering what am I gon do
I am down to almost nothing music is all I have left to do
I've been broke so many times nothing hurts don't feel a thing
Yet I'm getting hit with so much shit and I'm not feeling anything
I've lost all my family, all my friends and where I stand
I've been left out in the cold by myself don't understand
All these years really suck it's just heartbreak, death and pain
I'm glad I kicked my exes out but the threats still remain
I have no strength left to fight I just tuck myself in bed
Spending so much time asleep really might as well be dead
Instead of moving forward i feel like I'm so behind
I'll never get to finish my life's to dark to see the line
Spending dollar dollar bills I'm really going fuckin broke
Popping pills like they some skittles just to barely stay a float
I tried asking god for help but then realized that won't no fun
I went to many meetings and that was kinda fun
Just tryna find my place but it's a long way to go
I'm so tired of fucking living can these thoughts please Fuckin go
I try writing my feelings out in all of my songs
But no matter what I say I feel like I'm always in the wrong
I just want to find some people that are actually gonna stay
But ik it ain't that easy so I drink the pain away
Am I really not enough what more do y'all want
I try every fucking day but nobody cares enough
It's getting close to winter so cold just like my heart
Just counting down the days waiting for more shit to start
Is anybody gonna try just like traffic they come and go
Don't a single person stay inconsistent my life so
What can I really do besides watch the clock hit 12
No matter how far I reach I can't reach that top shelf
My story has just begun and I'm just starting to open up
While I'm flipping through the pages a single tear falls to my cup
I look back at my past and it's really sad to see
All the things that I lost and what I've come to be
I wish I could go back if I knew this was the truth
But I really was naive and I just kept on pushing through
I have so many problems but nobody seems to care
Some people already know but all they'll do is stare
This year is getting close to over but next year ain't gonna change
I'm tired of all these bars when can I escape the pain
I'm stuck inside my head but can't let nobody in
Can't even find my own way out idk where to begin
I will never make it out it's like a endless maze
The pain won't ever stop but I've keep waiting every day
Living days like it's my last you never know when it's your time
You really never know if that was your last goodbye
That last person that you loved you didn't know they would die soon
But anything can happen to either them me or you
I'm always speaking my mind for myself and for y'all too
I'm telling my story hoping that I'll follow through
I'm tryna make some changes to finally see my plan go through
Do something with this music the only thing I love to do.