Songtexte Fade Away - Da Real Mac

I'm not ok seeing my friends fade away
I'm not ok knowing we all gon die someday
I'm taking pills to numb the pain everyday
Spending Money on bottles every payday

Going broke just off of bottles
Taking drugs to solve my problems
I don't know what's gonna work but every-time
Those drugs do solve em
Just dealing with all this pain the only fuckin way I know
Ingesting drugs more than food cause I have no where left to grow
Used to drive around late nights because I didn't wanna go home
My life was like show and tell and now no words nothing to show.
Carrying all this weight on my back
Hurts so much like I got smacked
All the bills piling up thinking imma have a heart attack

I'm not ok seeing my friends fade away
I'm not ok knowing we all gon die someday
I'm taking pills to numb the pain everyday
Spending Money on bottles every payday(2x)

I used to cut to numb the pain
Then I realized that won't the way
But I fell in love with pills
Started to do that to numb the pain
Then I finally found some help
But it already was too late
Go to the store and buy a shovel
Cause I am digging my own grave
Everything is getting harder every minute hr and day
Looking up at the clock finding my time to fly away
I feel like nobody needs my help
Feels like my life is a living hell
But my seat is already saved
Right next to the devils damned self

I'm not ok seeing my friends fade away
I'm not ok knowing we all gon die someday
I'm taking pills to numb the pain everyday
Spending Money on bottles every payday(2x)