Vices

Gimme that mercy
I want it all, undeserved
Show me your envy
I've been rotting
Crawling out of the earth
Trying to find my answer

Have I fallen under the radar now?
Should I try a bit harder?
Am I obtuse 'cuz you can't hear my sound?
Oh wow

Unabashed, all that I want is your attention
Is that too much for your expectations?
Where should I direct this apprehension?
I'd bash my skull in for my ascension
You mustn't know of what's in my closet
A matrixed ghost of extensive vices

I want you to maim me
If it means I get what I need
Blurred lines, deaf screams
Is this the vendetta haunting my past?
At last

Nothing matters
I'm ironclad in lies
Every future I have is widowed
Do I have what it will take to fly?
Am I lost to time?

Am I finally enough for you now?
Am I that obtuse 'cuz you won't hear my sound?

Unabashed, all that I want is your attention
Is that too much for your expectations?
Where should I direct this apprehension?
I'd bash my skull in for my ascension
You mustn't know my apparent vices
They fabricate of the monster I've become

Tell me that you need me