Bleach (Interlude)

I've been sitting in my empty apartment
Staring at the red stain on the carpet
There's a monster in me and I fed it
Chasing after the dream with bad credit
And I don't wanna go outside, there's nothing for me there
I just wanna stay inside, I'd feel safer

And I feel so ashamed as I circle the drain

Friends don't call
Family don't care
In my void of endless despair
All I do is bleach my hair
And hope that they don't notice the cracks under the surface
And the look on my face

And I feel so ashamed as I circle the drain