Songtexte the floor is lava. - Decuma

I'm running from something imaginary, the floor is lava
Anything to keep me from going under
A fire lit in me, and boy, did it fucking burn
And even though my anger hurt, I still didn't fucking learn
I pushed it to the side, but it won't wait its fucking turn
I think I want to hurt somebody
I feel so sick today, I think I want to hurt somebody
Let this MC take you on a ride
The fear is all consuming
So I think I want to hurt somebody
My body laid stripped and abused
I felt I could relate to Jesus on the crucifix
But this time, we're beyond absolution
How cruel! How cruel! How fucking devious are you
You don't want me to get even
My body is tainted, my body is soiled, my body isn't mine
No, you don't want me to get even, nigga
A body for a body, a body for a body
I think I want to hurt somebody

Me and my city swimming in denial
Watching bodies pile, faux necrophiles
I'm haunted by the ghosts of memories I can't push back
An anger I can't distract, the fear that shapes my tasks
You can't wash your hands of this
The past is atrophic
Can't have a plan for this, it's cancerous
The hate that's been planted in this class of bastards
Fear's a tool for pandering, so now

I am the fate now, I am the one
I am the sword now, I am the gun
I am the God now, I am the sun
I am the sword now, I am the, I am the
I am the fate now, I am the one
I am the sword now, I am the gun
I am the God now, I am the sun
I am the sword now, I am the, I am the

Wait until I break, fate will take it's toll
The hate in the soul makes a gaping hole
The weight of the pole abates when faced with those past their breaking point
Pretending it makes them whole
It's a story as old as time
One wants revenge, and so they pull out a shotty
You know what they say, where there's a will, there's a body
One of us will die here, nobody can stop me
Imma make you jump like the floor is lava
Got the heat tucked, dance the mamba, banner homage
Snakes want beef, it's on me to mop them
See, the only things that we passed down are ash and honor
They say you gotta keep the piece to keep the peace
At least it seems the cycle will proceed with me
We feed the beast, the beast is free
The streets is screaming
Looking for a truth they refuse to see, my g
Fetishized the pain so it's something I could cope with
I done used hoes just to know what control is
Looking for catharsis, I done broke bridges
I done broke noses, I done had visions
In an empty hallway, I done seen ghosts sit
I done told god I ain't repenting for no sin
I done got desperate, I done tried potions
I done fell victim, ego hypnosis
Imma need to catch a body to quell this anger stagnant in me
Yo, I think I wanna hurt somebody
I'm owed a debt, and you're about to pay my father's sins
Since you think this shit's a game, let the games begin
I done put my body through a life of abuse
So I used dualism as an excuse
At the end of the day, I mislead you tryna duck the truth
I am what you must rebuke

I am the fate now, I am the one
I am the sword now, I am the gun
I am the God now, I am the sun
I am the sword now, I am the, I am the
I am the fate now, I am the one
I am the sword now, I am the gun
I am the God now, I am the sun
I am the sword now, I am the, I am the

Thinking about what happened before got me past tense
Like some old vinyl, Imma repress
Fist clenched, bells toll, ain't no recess
Wincing when somebody dies, thinking Imma be next
Presenting the severed head of a king, yelling, this is the real Louis
I'm in my bag, you niggas is meals to me
I turn emcess into chop suey, I'm cut throat
I can make a good broth out of all our closet bones
Y'all gonna need to leave another seat for my ego
Don't get too close, you'll get heat stroke
Elite prose, D is a cheat code
Delete those beneath me
A milli has tried defeat me
Every attempt increasingly feeble
The way I battle the truth, I feel like Kobe
The self collapses inwards
The relapse is imminent
The attacks is intimate
We all relate to the myth of sisyphus

I am the fate now, I am the one
I am the sword now, I am the gun
I am the God now, I am the sun
I am the sword now, I am the, I am the
I am the fate now, I am the one
I am the sword now, I am the gun
I am the God now, I am the sun
I am the sword now, I am the, I am the

I ain't bartering
Too many rapists in this game that we're harboring
Nobody here is sovereign
But I get it, nothing is harder than burying heroes, it's bothersome
You start to think of what it says about you
You know they say, it takes a village
Nobody's down for consequences, but loves a public lynching
We in the streets be penny pinching, we can't pay for what we've done
Down joy road is a river of blood
How many of us accepted a darker fate because that's just how it was
The nature of humanity is adaptation, this perception is a byproduct of cowardice
Of course, you can't be to blame
It's the world that's insane, you're just a player in this game
What a shame, when one fails to assess the self through examples that are hyperbolic
Granted one's worth as at least we're not them
The democratic solution
The black household demands a philosophical Copernican revolution
As we slowly spin the vinyl back
Brooding, brooding

I am the fate now, I am the one
I am the sword now, I am the gun
I am the God now, I am the sun
I am the sword now
I am the fate now, I am the one
I am the sword now, I am the gun
I am the God now, I am the sun
I am the sword now