Deep Inside

Why do you hide, the way you feel for me
Deep inside, still seems real to me
In your eyes, See your truth
Can't get enough
Love me again, I don't want this to end
I was the poison holdin' onto back then
Tell me you hate me, you're just drivin me crazy
Cause I've been late up at night and I'm thinkin about you lately
No I ain't okay, but that's sum I should live with
Remember our past but each day there's a distance
I'll fuck up my system and still hope that you're mine
But without makin wishes I doubt that we'll survive
I wanna hold you in my arms whatever the weather
Drop out of this love but it's fallin' like a feather
And all the kids in school are just dyin to meet ya
But the way that I'm feelin gets darker and deeper
I don't think we should go and do it together
Cause the people together stay so wild forever
Weight on my shoulders I can feel all of the pressure
I hope you don't cry when you open this letter
Why do you hide, the way you feel for me
Deep inside, still seems real to me
In your eyes, See your truth
Can't get enough
Hand on my waist while I'm feelin' on your thigh
This the shit I miss, rollin up to get a high
Even though it's really dark inside my mind
Wonder if you ever think of me when you cry
Pretty brown eyes with a cute lil smile
Imagined you in white while you walkin' down an aisle
If love was a path I would walk a thousand miles
Instead I'm crying in a room while sittin' in denial
Cup of Hennessy while I wrote down my pain
My soul's in a hell while I move it remains
Nothing like this has ever felt real to me
(Felt real to me)
Still seems real to me
In your eyes, See your truth
Can't get enough