Sincerely (feat. SAMI)

I'm writing from far away
But I pray this letter will make it to you in time
And it is when it's not okay
From those awful days
You won't give up on the decline
I wish I could be there when those
Screams scare you interrupting your sleep
How could you be prepared
For the grief shared
From all the crumbling things
I wish your life was stable
I wish you could understand
They really love you and
Inside they pray to
Be able to rightly raise you
You are just a child
You shouldn't have to be obsessively
Reading people meant to nurture you
You're in search of moves
To make them less bereaved
You know when she's sad and you'd do Anything to make her happy
That's not your responsibility
But I know that weight is massive
So this letter could never measure
The pressure applied
From overdoses and sin exposures
Severing ties
With the innocence meant to
Defend with diligence
Now fight or flench is kicking in
Can't fly away when you just a kid
Dear child keep reading further believing
You can grow up to be the person you needed

You can stay up you can stay up all night
You can stay up you can stay up all night
I don't wanna
I don't wanna lose you
I'm scared to lose you
You can stay up you can stay up all night
You can stay up you can stay up all night
I don't wanna
I don't wanna lose you
I'm scared to lose you

My heart it shatters
At the thought you have been so battered
You don't think your life matters
And you'd rather just end the chapter
You're only seven hopeless left with
Suicidal ideation
You confide in isolation
Fantasizing how to make it
All stop
Devastation
Heart drops
Drug addiction
Hard rocks
Love was missing
Far off and that's what you wanted
You love to make em' laugh
Give em' something you never had
And believe the lie that nobody cares
And peace is something you'll never have
If you don't open up and unload the stuff
You won't confront
You'll be growing up
With a boulder stuck
On your shoulder plus
When you can't face a problem so enormous
You'll devolve and just ignore it
Mask the trauma with performance
But you are not the difference of
All that they took away
You're the sum of the image of God
Imago dei
I know it's been a while don't give up now When fear ensues
Wrote this to my inner child
You're a winner now
Sincerely you

You can stay up you can stay up all night
You can stay up you can stay up all night
I don't wanna
I don't wanna lose you
I'm scared to lose you
You can stay up you can stay up all night
You can stay up you can stay up all night
I don't wanna
I don't wanna lose you
I'm scared to lose you

You made it