Songtexte Personal 2 - Disappeared Completely

I want to speak with you in person but in exchange
You want me to love you
But everything has changed
What was right
What was wrong
We will never know
I will write about it a song
What was right?
What was wrong?
We will never know
But in the end, I need to let you go
You've got across the ocean
And we will never see each other
I fucked up on you
Like I was fucked by my dear and poor mother
There's a lie
That's a life
Who can judge anyway? No, you really shouldn't stay
There's a lie
That's a life
Who can judge anyway? I'm the one who got astray
But you know what? I don't fucking care
I don't fucking care!
I don't fucking care!
I don't fucking care!
I don't fucking care!
I don't care!
I don't fucking care!
I know that I'm ugly
And it bothers me as hell
I am trying not to lose my head In the name of my last nerve cell
I just want to figure out, how it started

Cause I lived so long brokenhearted
But I still find myself in emotions so I keep myself in motion
Do you want to know my secret? If you do then you can keep it
I do care
I do really care
I do fucking care
I do really care