Addicted

First one ain't start workin' yet
I can quit it all, but I can't give up on no Percocet

Although it's comin' to a end
Promise me forever that we're gon' do it again
Livin' in the moment, I don't know where to begin
Can't say bye to you, feel like I need you just to live
I keep comin' back to you, like you got somethin' to give

Dying inside out because of you, but I don't care (I don't care)
Selfish about you could change the world, but I won't share (I won't share)
Can't say that I'm alone because of you, you always there
I'm addicted to you, you ain't to me and it ain't fair

Pop another one, like the first one ain't start workin' yet
I can quit it all, but I can't give up on these Percocets
Keep sayin' it's gon' get better, I'm like, "How come it ain't surface yet?"
Can't talk about no better days 'cause niggas only heard of that
Thought life was a game, then bro had died, he won't no comin' back

Can't go to no more funerals, talk to gang and tell 'em keep strap
Sometimes I pray to God and I'd be askin' for my people back
But we can't reunite it, come with death and I ain't leavin' yet
Get caught up in my thoughts, pour a deuce and I start leanin' back

Up against the rope, I needed help, but they won't seein' that
Ask me for whatever, I say no, they won't agree with that
That's when the envy come, I keep a strap, I'm tryin' send it back
Hard for me to trust so the stu where I've been venting at

I got all these fuckin' problems, but on you, I forget everything
I'm hurt, you make me better, safe to say you're like my medicine
Do anything to help me heal, I'm damaged, it's embarrassing

Although it's comin' to a end
Promise me forever that we're gon' do it again
Livin' in the moment, I don't know where to begin
Can't say bye to you, feel like I need you just to live
I keep comin' back to you, like you got somethin' to give

Dyin' inside out because of you, but I don't care (I don't care)
Selfish about you could change the world, but I won't share (I won't share)
Can't say that I'm alone because of you, you always there
I'm addicted to you, you ain't to me and it ain't fair

Do anything to help me heal, I'm damaged, it's embarrassing
Came a long way but feel the same if we're comparing it
Forget about my past, when I'm on drugs, it help me bury it
Told 'em I would blow and ain't nobody take me serious

I was sleeping on the floor, who knew that life would get luxurious?
They say that life is written, hope we never see the period
Said what we could be, and they all looked at me delusional
Now I'm in and out the bank depositing pape as usual

Now I'm in and out of planes, different states as usual
Used to pray my life would change, now better days is usual
The ones I love say I changed the story, the same as usual
Instead of gettin' rich, they want me die inside them trenches

Seen the bigger picture, so I had to go and get it
Pouring Dom inside my glasses, just to help me see it vivid
Came a long way, I couldn't die inside them trenches
I done bossed up, I'm tryna change up my livin', yeah