Songtexte Repeat or Change - (EM)

i'm hooked again
who would've guessed
overindulging
could end in a mess

i don't change
play the same old game
making timeless mistakes

my brain chemistry
warped like a record
set in the sun all day

a year ago I learned
how to help myself, but
it was a lie, I was
high the whole time
any progress you saw
from the outside
was just a trick
i treated us to

this won't end well
i've seen the map
i've read the story
i've lived it in dreams

each year is a template
life never strays
from the plotline
here we go again

preventative measures
can't measure up to
another autumn's fall

a year ago I learned
how to help myself, but
it was a lie, I was
high the whole time
any progress you saw
from the outside
was just a trick
i treated us to

can I exercise
free will
before the author
gets me killed
will I lift my
pen off the paper
and finally
begin to taper

this year I thought maybe
things would be different
i had some higher
hopes for myself
i've always been the
king of wishful thinking
this is the day I actually
take action towards my health