Ripples

To have you in my head
But not by my side
Secret wounds I hide
Under the fabric of my life

And if it pleases you, honey
I'll do it just the way you like
Wrap me up in the clover of your mind
And in my tears, it's only you I'd find

Oh, sit with me beneath the shadows
In the garden of lust
Beneath the water, I dream of blue
Shades of blue, and shades of you, and shades of us

You remind me of what I lost
In the ripples I get caught
I'd swim to you, but
I'm getting good at ruining love

Home is not the walls
In which I lay between
Home is two eyes that look for mine
And they make me feel seen

Introverted, but not with you
Go sink your sorrows in copper hues
Advice that you should listen too
Go find yourself, and see it through

Oh, sit with me beneath the shadows
In the garden of lust
Beneath the water, I dream of blue
Shades of blue, and shades of you, and shades of us

You remind me of what I lost
In the ripples I get caught
I'd swim to you, but
I'm getting good at ruining love
I'm getting good at ruining love

But if I could
I'd call you one more time (I'd call you one more time)
You're the best part of my mind
It's only you I'd find (it's only you I'd find)

Through the ripple of my life
A memory flies by (a memory flies by)
Just a moment in the night
Where I'd see you one more time, mm

You remind me of what I lost
In the ripples I get caught
I'd swim to you, but
I'm getting good at ruining love

You remind me of what I lost
In the ripples I get caught
I'd swim to you, but
I'm getting good at ruining love
I'm getting good at ruining love
I'm getting good at ruining love