Swim

Well November came and went
And we spent it like you said
Crushing Lavender and Camomile

Under pillow cases
So my mind could just stop racing
And silence would live for a while

"Swim" you'd say to me
When you saw me drowning
In the cruelest corners of my mind

Safe is just a word
And realisation brings confusion
Can I hide this tired heart of mine?

Mmm
Oh, honey
Mmm
I want you on me

Mmm
Oh, honey
Mmm
I want you on me

And i've been made to feel
As though i am not enough
Not enough to stand on my own two feet

Babe, i know you got me
But have you REALLY got me
When you hurt me repeatedly?

Ignored myself too long
And the purpose of my song
I'm a woman therefore I hold power in my hands, in my hands

Unorthodox delusions
Unwarranted intrusion
Is my body really my own in the end?

You say "mmm
Oh honey
Mmm
I want you on me"

You say "mmm
Oh honey
Mmm
I want you
I want you on me"

I want you
But I don't need you