Songtexte Godspit - Emotional Firefighters

I've found god and he spit it out in my face
And from the depths of his throat he calls: awake

I was a child when life started to beat me
I still can taste the blood in my tongue
I was afraid than god had forsaken me
So I've prayed at the top of my lungs

I realized that no one could hear me
The world rised showing me a gun
There's no choise, no one can save me
I have nothing but a soul and a song

I've found god and he spit it out in my face
And from the depths of his throat he calls

What is worse than death
Is have nothing to live for
Nothing to believe
But now I've elected art my majesty

I've found god and he spit it out in my face
And from the depths of his throat he calls: awake

Should I be afraid?
Will this feeling go away?