Songtexte Nonphysical Intoxication - Fabio Colpani

I used to think I hated happy people
I might just hate happiness instead
I'm getting out of this fantasy world I'm living in
I Thought I could do it, but I can't

I learned to find comfort in the hurting
So I feel worse when I'm out of it
The things I do to keep on feeling nothing

Nonphysical intoxication
I used to think I hated happiness
But I might just hate what I can't have

I'm not sure what I'll do
When this sugar rush ends
Will the post-euphoric slowness'
Weight crush me down?
But have you heard the story about
The tree with thousands of carvings
With one more with each passing day?
The trunk got weak and its leaves fell down

I heard that it broke free from the hurting
It got so scarred that it fell to the ground
It was always there, cursing and now there's nothing
Hmm, there's nothing

Nonphysical intoxication
I used to think there were pots of gold at the end of rainbows
But now there's just rain and an endless road for those who know

Dad never seemed to care that much until now
But I still remember the day that he left me alone
And I used to spend all my days in a hotel
But I had to say bye to that as well
I was left in the cold, that's why I was raised by poems and fountains
So I stood my ground on that little house over the mountains

Nonphysical intoxication
I used to think I would grow up to be someone some day
But I got off the train before it started to rain