deterioration

I'm rotting in bed because I have nobody to talk to
Who will I get some help from when you are not around

I did all that I could do when you needed help
But when I need it
You were just standing there far away, looking at me

I will never trust a soul
They are demons to my eyes
And it's all cause of you
Fire started in my heart
I feel lost
I really hate you

When I turned back around
You were never there
Like if you didn't care
And it wasn't fair
I'm not running anymore
I'm stepping over corpses
That fought over the war
And died against the floor

When I turned back around
You were never there
Like if you didn't care
And it wasn't fair
I'm not running anymore
I'm stepping over corpses
That fought over the war
And died against the floor