Blueishgrey

Recurring dreams of emptiness flood through this brain
Like a tidal wave of punishment control
My mind's got me locked in this living hell
I'd offer you my soul but there's nothing left to tell myself

You aren't the only one to feel like this
You aren't the only one to miss her touch, her kiss
If everything is this black and white
I guess there's nothing left for me to ever write

I'll shut up if you listen to me
I've got something to say finally
If you can read me like an open book
That's because I choose to make these pages turn
Tell myself

You aren't the only one to feel like this
You aren't the only one to miss her touch, her kiss
If everything is this black and white
I guess there's nothing left for me to ever write

I thought my life was mine
I thought healing came with time
But I know now that nothing's simple
My eyes will bleed
My heart will cry for my mistake
My mistake