Cherry Ice

I feel 18 again
Heads through the roof of your '99 sedan
God damn
Falcon kick to my ribs
This is Christmas smoked out the coke can
Where it all began

It's fun to place these bets
Is this as good as it's gonna get

Cuz I'm feeling a little bit
A little bit extra introverted
Tonight I'll be quiet
You don't know me but we're best friends in my head
It benefits nobody to talk about it now
You want to know what you're really about?
You've got to dig to figure out how

What do my dead friends see in my dreams?
A late 20s year old
Who never quite fit the mold

Now I'm torn
But I've grown used to this
It's just like breathing
And keeping my head low when I'm in control

Sometimes when I snap out of this autopilot lifestyle I reshape
Count sheep to stay awake

Is this as good as it gets?
This is as good as it's going to get

A little bit
A little bit extra introverted
Tonight I'm a liar if I said I wasn't

A little bit
A little bit extra introverted
Tonight I'll be quiet
You don't know me but we're best friends in my head
It benefits nobody to talk about it now
I want know what I'm really about
I've got to dig to figure out how