Last Supper - Alt Version

I get it
We're living in dark times
Not a lot of hope out there
The thing I miss about doing drugs
Is the beauty
No matter what's going on in the world
No matter what's going on in your life
Everything is gonna be okay

Wake up, buckle up
In the back of a cab
Sun's rising up
Been there, done that
Yeah, I went through a lot
Writing this from a bar
One too many in the tuck
Better move fast
Doing sprints in a rut
Can't go back, can't go forward, I'm stuck

Forgot what I love
Tryna deal with your loss
Drowning in the force
Far away from the shore
Pain leaks from the source
Shooting shit to the core to ignore
Heading out to score
'Cause that void demands more and more and more

More and more and more

Panic attacks on my cardio
I gon' burn my soul in this audio
Might marry my anxiety
That bitch always on my side, never leaving me
That's how I'm feeling, G
How you feeling me?
Heart's racing like ChatGPT
Thirty hours on the screen, pen bleeds
Heavy weight on my feet indeed

Into the ether from the gutter

Numbed out, no comedown
Every day Last Supper
Ain't cutting corners
New run for the vultures
Can't stay sober
Spin the block to get another
New connect got me covered
I get a text from my mother

So I tell her I love her
And that I'm good, I swear, yeah, I swear
Into the ether from the gutter
Numbed out, no comedown
Every day Last Supper
Ain't cutting corners
New run for the vultures
Can't stay sober
Spin the block to get another

New connect got me covered
I get a text from my mother

So I tell her I love her
And that I'm good, I swear, yeah, I swear

I don't know what to feel anymore
Ties been fading ever since you've been gone
Me and dad, we ain't speaking no more
It's all fun and games 'til it hits home
And suddenly you're all by your own
In a room all alone, no calls on your phone
Wonder where I went wrong
It's all heard in this song

I love talking to you
'Cause we talk about the real shit
The shit that matters