Songtexte Falling - Habit

I can't lie
I know I have the heart of a soldier

That's why I do the things I do
Why I won't quit
Just go on and on through
All the bullshit
Even when it's all falling apart
But you know what
Fuck it

I'm feeling angry with five dollars to my name
I'm out of options and I'm trying not to fade away
Or fall astray I don't know what else to fucking say
All I know is that I'm desperate for another way

I'm all fucked up with nothing to show for it
One more shot and I'm out of the door for it
All I do is kill me so that I can survive
So what fuck

I'm getting faded
My heart is racing
Taking me higher
Taking me higher

Drunk on the poison
I'm hearing voices
Taking me higher
Taking me higher

I cheated on my girl and now she don't trust me
I keep fucking up with everyone who says they love me
I never stop while Im ahead so I'm unlucky
I don't know what's wrong me so no don't touch me

Voices in my head
Choices on my mind
Every time I ran away to leave it all behind
I Leave it all in the past just to have it all rewind
Never thought I'd have to watch as I'm falling out of line

Lost and I'm running in circles just to escape
Cross with the devil that live inside of my brain
To stop what I'm doing again, I'm running away
I thought I was early but really I'm running late

The clocks ticking my minds tripping
A nice feeling of life slipping
I just missed it
I was fucking dead but I'm alive again
Let that sink in

I'm getting faded
My heart is racing
Taking me higher
Taking me higher

Drunk on the poison
I'm hearing voices
Taking me higher
Taking me higher

I can't lie
I know I have the heart of a soldier

That's why I do the things I do
Why I don't quit
Just go on and on through
All the bullshit
Even when it's all falling apart
But you know what
Fuck it