MENSTRUAL

Yeah
I'm moving to a different tempo
no longer ducking under bars like limbo
The bars that I'm setting be high as temples
Can't reach on tip toe
Find myself bleeding on the pad I had to name this Menstrual

PMSing on the instrumental
it's coincidental that I swing moods
Induce thought that sentimental
Shoutout my nigga Bang they got him in the kennel
JPay or GTL when we sharing a memo

know that's my brother every beat always sharpened my pencil
You put yourself in the production and I brought the riddles
That Matrimony really made the Young Drifter
And he right here in the room and he says that he really miss ya

It's hard to cope when it feel like my nigga died but I know that you still alive you just ain't right by my side
Maybe the reason I'm sleep deprived
Maybe it's the reason that I kind of put music aside
Now it take hours to find a beat that I really do like
Half the time I try to force my pen just to get it to glide
Sigh

Yeah the Psilocybin changed my thought process
and what I digest and how I digress
I understand it's not a contest no more
I'm trying to get my conscious as sharp as a sword

Indoctrinated all my life now I'm finding out more
Not reaching for no substances in the time that I'm bored
I got a book inside my hand and the tea is poured
My childhood trauma still healing meditation like Neosporin

Truthfully I like where I'm headed and anything that stunt my growth I behead it
Fulfillment the metric to gauge success and the result is leverage
Provoke a verse if it got a message

I find the calm in the hectic
No I ain't trimming hedges I planted the lettuce
Do my due diligence I ain't guessing
I manifested blessing in only me smoke session
I seem to find direction when I stop forcing the questions
I'm in tune with my preference no longer seeking suggestions
Fully understand my presence until they left with the essence
Fully understand my presence until they left with the essence