Don't Go

I've flipped over every table in my mind
Trying so hard to find every last piece of you
Cause you're starting to fade
Picturing your face while I was making wine stains
Reading through the texts I'm so glad that I saved
But there's never enough of you

I have typed your full name into every search bar
But it never gets me far, so I wrote our story down
To read between the lines
And use predictive text to figure out what's next
Asking all my friends if they think you'll get back to me
But you never reply

So what now, and how do I move on
Without hearing you say that you were wrong
This is me tugging at the hem of your t-shirt
Begging please just don't go, don't go

I've gone over every time we were in bed
Knowing that we'll never be again and I turned away from you
While I was lying next to you
And if I could go back I would never do that
I would stay awake until you fell asleep
Just to watch you breathe
Cause now I can smell you on my sheets, picturing you with me
Hoping that when I sleep I get to dream
Because there's never enough of you

What now, and how do I move on
Without having you back in my arms
This is me tugging at the hem of your t-shirt
Begging please just don't go, don't go

If a pinecone falls when no one is around
How do we really know it fell
Maybe it's a letting go
And if it's a letting go, then who let go first
Was it the branch or the cone
Who let go, who let go, who's letting go
And if it falls down to the ground then it must become a seed
And it'll come back to me, come back to me
If it's a letting go, if this is letting go
Maybe you'll come back to me, come back to me, come back

What now, and how do I move on
Without knowing that you're really gone
This is me tugging at the hem of your t-shirt
Begging please just, no
This is me tugging at the hem of your t-shirt
Begging please don't go, don't go

We could've tried
I don't know what I'm looking for
We could've tried
I don't wanna get over you
We could've tried
We could've tried
Now you're one more thing I've lost my faith in