Not Myself

I'm treading in deep water
But I don't know how to swim
The further I get from the shore I am sure that I just can't win
I'm headed straight for the jungle
With an open mind
The harder I try to replay what we had I cannot rewind

Sweet champagne
Memories of pleasure
My hearts on fire
What happened to forever
Breaking down
Keep it all together
Pains top shelf
Babe you're with me but I'm not myself

Broken shadows I know that won't be the last time
Burning the pages from my past in my dark mind
And I should've called you I know I'm the worst
And I should say I'm sorry but my heart still hurts
My heart still hurts

Sweet champagne
Memories of pleasure
My hearts on fire
What happened to forever
Breaking down
Keep it all together
Pains top shelf
Babe you're with me but I'm not myself
Babe you're with me but I'm not myself
Babe you're with me but I'm not myself