Songtexte Irrationality - Igotaxan

I hate everything I see
Irrationality is deep
In my head
Damn ill never feel again

I feel like i am okay and then I lose myself again
I just get back in my head
Never sleepin in my bed
Ay

Im so shy
Cuz I stay inside my mind
Please dont take that the wrong way I keep a 40 by my side
But I aim at my head
Im the only opp in my
Fucking mind
I dont think im worth a dime
So im just writing all these lines

I dont know
How I get myself to go
Anymore
People think that this a game
But its no joke
Only problem with myself is I dont leave myself alone
Sometimes I don't wanna be me imma break apart my bones

Fuck it this is who I am
If someone dont like it i dont give a damn
Ive lost my core I wont say it no more
But my soul is alone imma do what i can
Someone just told me to have a lil hope
But how im supposed to cope when im weak like a can
Imma just breathe and get ready to leave
And roll me a backwood to just feel some relief

I hate everything i see
Irrationality is deep
In my head
Damn ill never feel again

I feel like i am okay and then i lose myself again
I just get back in my head
Never sleepin in my bed
Ay

Im so shy
Cuz I stay inside my mind
Please dont take that the wrong way i keep a 40 by my side
But I aim at my head
Im the only opp in my
Fucking mind
I dont think im worth a dime
So im just writing all these lines