Making My Amends

Hell yeah

I spent so goddamn long
Letting myself down
But then I realized that I was in control
I heard a BOOM
And everything got clear
I didn't recognize the man in the mirror
But now I'm me again

I'm making my amends
To tell you I was down
But now I'm standing tall again stronger than ever
I'm making my amends
To tell you I was down
But now I'm standing tall again to tell you I'm sorry

I tried to numb the pain with anything around
But the pain was self-inflicted, self-indulgence brought me down
I heard a BOOM
And I lost all my fear
I didn't recognize the man in the mirror
But now I'm me again

I'm making my amends
To tell you I was down
But now I'm standing tall again stronger than ever
I'm making my amends
To tell you I was down
But now I'm standing tall again to tell you I'm sorry

My addictions were my downfall
My vicious cycle was eating me alive
I felt trapped in my own skin with no way out
I would lie, cheat and steal to feed the demon
And all that was left was a trail of shattered dreams

I'm making my amends
To tell you I was down
But now I'm standing tall again stronger than ever
I'm making my amends
To tell you I was down
But now I'm standing tall again to tell you I'm sorry