Songtexte 48 Hours - J.SHEP

I've been up for 48 hours
No food in my stomach nigga
No truth it's redundant figures
I've been up for 48 hours
Starving for acceptance
Dealing with depression, got me
48 hours
48 hours

Co-dependent on money that'll buy me a pendant
Other half is my addiction to living
Wouldn't say I'm scared to die but I don't wanna live a life
That feels like it was wasted
Remember them rhymes I pasted
On the walls in my head
It's calligraphy I'd write them as I'd go to bed
Hyper active my mind is
So I stayed up as it races
I seen mama and grandmama fall out bout bluefaces
That shii full circle cause I be relating

I love them but when they say it
They obviously faking
I can see in they heart empathy is vacant
They living complacent
Ready to crash out bout some cents
That shii get irritating

Acting irrational bout petty shii can drive a wedge between relationship
I guess that's what I'm doing with my penmanship
I ain't no better in God's eyes, I'm living in sin
Sooner than later I promise I'll get right
I don't wanna be locked out of heaven when I take flight
I wanna let go of all my plight
So I write and write, my wrongs till I'm alright

I ain't no better than Ye
But yee, shall see once tarnished
Once I'm burned out of clothes no garments
My soul is naked and bare ready to bare with the results of my test
Ready to let go of my vessel once I learn to let go of what's left
Say goodbye to my flesh, and prepare for what's next

I've been up for 48 hours
No food in my stomach nigga
No truth it's redundant figures
I've been up for 48 hours
Starving for acceptance
Dealing with depression, got me
48 hours
48 hours

What if I had 48 hours left to live
48 hours left to give
48 hours left to love
48 hours what the fuck

Will I regret what I have done
Do I embrace what's to come
I ain't even get to have my son
Or my own babygirl to father
Don't mean to bother, but my mental stuck in a gear
That won't let me push on farther
This gravity weighing on me, and the feeling somber
I guess it's time I do some self reflection before I'm here no longer

Will you sing a song for me
Put on Born Sinner and play track 14
That shii is a masterpiece
On my way down like I'm TLC
Tables Ladders Chairs, there's no more wrestling
It's time that I live my truth and give you an honest story
This is my allegory, adore me
My dear, just adore me

I can't keep dealing with this feeling
I feel like gravity got a hold on me
It's breaking my bones, breaking my bones
It's breaking my bones, breaking my bones
It's breaking my bones, breaking my bones
It's breaking my bones, breaking my bones