Songtexte Until I Die - JC Swervo

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I'm gon' be the same till I die
I'm gon' put in work by my lonely till I die
I'm just gon' numb the pain till I die
I'm gon' do the same thing till I die

I'm gon' have to deal with all this pain until I die
And I speed up the process by taking pills and codeine
Like a battle I'm keep going on until I die

It's a dark world everything is so hard to find
Fake smiles is what I hide behind
It's coming down hard I been through worse kind
They only showing up after it pays off my grind
I'm lost in my thoughts in deep in the ocean
Demons popping out of nowhere to play with my emotions
Never felt like I was ever home
Never ever called a place my home
Ain't no Home
Ain't no home
Ain't no home for me
Ain't no home
Ain't no home
Ain't no home for me
Ain't no
Ain't no
Ain't nothing out there for me
I'm lost and there is no one looking for me
There is no
There is no
Nothing left inside me

I'm gon' have to deal with all this pain until I die
And I speed up the process by taking pills and codeine
Like a battle I'm keep going on until I die

Hope I find what I'm looking for
Brand new high that's what I been looking for
Fuck love I'm not looking for you
Found drugs and I'm thankful for you
Speeding too fast I might get a ticket to the next life
Don't know why even tho I fail I still try
Feel my life slipping away felt that shit twice
On the third time
Don't know if the demons, come claim my life
Its a battle to the death, will I survive
Looking for closure
There is no end and no escape
Only got devil on my shoulder
Falling through bottomless pit no way to return aye
This time is my time I don't know for sure
Feeling to much pain I just need a cure
Playing with my emotions that was not cool
I gave you everything I had, you made me look like Fool

I'm gon' have to deal with all this pain until I die
And I speed up the process by taking pills and codeine
Like a battle I'm keep going on until I die
I'm gon' have to deal with all this pain until I die
And I speed up the process by taking pills and codeine
Like a battle I'm keep going on until I die