Birthday

Blacking out on my birthday
Throwing up in the car
Flirting with the drunk girls
I meet inside the bars
I never take it further
But I think I've gone to far
I've had one or to many drinks

But they say me I'm a nice guy
I live to hear that said
I've been trying to impress you
and everyone I've met
I've been faking my way through it
Hoping no one notices
I do this all for me
I do this all for me

Do you think that there's a god dave
Someone in the sky
Do you think there is purpose
Do you enjoy this life
Do you answers to those questions
That keep you up at night
Or do they just write your songs

Maybe I'll ask an old friend
Someone still going to church
Someone who prays before all three meal s
And uses cleaner words
Someone following the leader
Just repeating every verse

We're not afraid to die
We're not afraid to die

But I want a love that's less tangible
Don't need to see the wounds on Jesus
I wanna to eat the fruit off of tree
See what the serpent has to offer
Cause I don't care about what Adams did
I don't give a shit about someone else's sins
My mistakes are my own

Cause yeah I'm afraid to die
I'm so afraid to die
To die