On Deck

I hear you barking loud and clear
Hahaha
But you can't hang with the big dogs
Welcome to Nashville
I think I'm Barry bonds or Mark McGuire
Where I'm from we was taught to play with the fire
I'm fighting with depression I'm imbalanced with my chemicals
Saw family die from cancer and die from fentanyl
So you're the least of my worries mental breakdowns I admit my visions blurry
For so long I've been overlooked and my life is like a movie I could write a book
I'm having conversations with my demons on a day to day
Taking flight no air base
In my sleeve I tucked a ace
Yea and these artist work ethic is so piss poor
It's all about who can ride each other's shhhhhh more
Elevator up I'm headed to the 6th floor soul shattered
How much can I get that fixed for
And I don't need support you can keep the feature in my city I'm like Derrick Jeter

I'm a keep on making songs I hope I hit a homerun soon
I saw people die over a needle and a spoon
Soul get consumed just for a check
I been waiting long enough and now I'm next
I'm on deck
I'm on deck
I'm on deck
I'm on deck
I think I'm Barry Bonds or Mark McGuire
Where I'm from I was taught to play with the fire

Be quiet when I speak I feel like a lieutenant
I'm trapped in my head you would think I got a life sentence
A down south menace
Giambi with the A's
I was born in the 90's Chipper Jones with the Braves
I got to much to lose to sit around and lounge
My grandfather's looking down saying that he's proud foreal
And I done lost to many family members
I hope when I get to Heaven that God let's me enter

I'm a keep on making songs I hope I hit a homerun soon
I saw people die over a needle and a spoon
Soul get consumed just for a check I been waiting long enough and now I'm next
I'm on deck
I'm on deck
I'm on deck
I'm on deck
I think I'm Barry Bonds or Mark McGuire where I'm from
I was taught to play with the fire

I'm a keep on making songs I hope I hit a homerun soon
I saw people die over a needle and a spoon
Soul get consumed just for a check I been waiting long enough and now I'm next
I'm on deck