Songtexte Disconnect - Jones

I feel myself fleeing
Hiding in myself
Hiding in my room
Fearing for my health
Just gotta disconnect
Just gotta disconnect
Hit the bed. Get some rest
I'm in distress. My interest
Is this, I guess

Nobody ever gave a fuck about me
Gave a fuck about me
I'm sitting in my room right now, thinking 'bout
Just giving up on my dreams
I only tried to aim for what I can reach
Aim for what I can reach
Never tried to raise the bar. It may be hard
But I know now what I can achieve
But now I gotta disconnect
Disconnect
Disconnect
Disconnect
And I don't want no disrespect
Disrespect
Disrespect (disrespect)
From anybody out there
That might be living out their
Dreams
Or maybe tearing at their
Seams
Everybody that's out there
Seems
To have exactly what they
Need
But if I ain't talk to you in days
And you haven't seen my face
Just know i'm in a crazy place
Praying for saving grace
And my thoughts are interlaced
With everything I've faced
And how it gives me angst
And leads me to a craze!
Everybody has somewhere to go and some place to be
But not me
I'm sitting in my room right now
Room right now
Room right now
And I don't wanna ever back down
Ever back down
I gotta crack down
Undertaker with the SmackDown
Tear the track down
I'm J.J. with the sack now
Bring it back now
'Cause I just

Feel myself fleeing
Hiding in myself
Hiding in my room
Fearing for my health
Just gotta disconnect
Just gotta disconnect
Hit the bed. Get some rest
I'm in distress. My interest
Is this, I guess

Nobody ever gave a fuck about me
Cross that!
Why did I choose this path? Remind me
Why did I put my past behind me?
Why did I drop class for rhyming?
"Why's he tryna get clout from whining?
He's bad at rap but the only thing he has worse is timing
Says he has a clue, but it never goes through
Man, he's so conniving"
"But, man, I hope he's thriving"
And I had a clear vision, but now the kaleidoscope's colliding
Hope is driving off the road and now patrol's arriving
Diving into icy waters writing for my fans to clap just like the otters
Tryna get a grip on life, but the waves are up and down just like the teeter-totters
And it seems to me the only need to speak's for fodder
Life's a bitch, but honestly she deserves the ring I bought her
This disconnect i'm feeling; imma son it like a father
It's time to reconnect. I'm not with it any longer
But a week goes by. Things go dry
All my positivity goes "bye"
I drop all my responsibilities, oh my
And I don't know what to do now
Everything just came back around
And I don't know what to do next
I think I'll just disconnect
Because I

Feel myself fleeing
Hiding in myself
Hiding in my room
Fearing for my health
Just gotta disconnect
Just gotta disconnect
Hit the bed. Get some rest
I'm in distress. My interest
Is this, I guess

Nobody ever gave a fuck about me
Nobody
Nobody ever gave a fuck
But after this they're going to