Songtexte Downhill Both Ways - Torres , Julien Baker

I'm sitting on a curb with my greatest fear
Outside the discount tobacco and beer
Thought if I dove, it would get more clear
But it's all brown

Oh, half of my friends got a foot in the soil
Ballpoint pen and aluminum foil
Shuffling off this old mortal coil just to get out
So if you wanna hop in, I'll give you a ride
God, I'd really love it if you would make it tonight
Try to pick you up around 4 or 5 and go downtown

Called it a miracle
Now you're learning what a living means
When everybody's as miserable as you
I don't wanna be cynical anymore
Think I'd rather stay asleep
Everyone's miserable like me

Brother, if you wanna, we can split our cash
For a little fresh tar and fiberglass
Shooting the moon about death and tax and gasoline
When I give you a promise just to prove it's a con
Tryin' to be honest, I'm gonna get gone
In bed with my running shoes on and chasing a bad dream down

Could've been anything I want
But there's nothing that I'm gonna stay
You change and then you change back
You could be any way you choose
What's the matter when it looks the same?
Going out and going back?
And now it's downhill both ways