Songtexte Memory Foam - KCN

Am I loved or is my name tabooed in the family home
My words haven't been rude, but haven't been setting the tone
At least I ain't copying roads and I know
You gon' still follow, I'm breaking my phone
Just stop calling me, I'm better alone
Imma step on you like memory foam

Battery low
More flattery at the family home
Hats off, ask both my parents
How can he go?
You need clarity?
Back to reality, don't get mad at me
Here, it's a charity show
I'm glad to be here
Yet my whole family is trying to battle me
Trying to plan for me
Get me back to insanity, how do I cope and
How many times have you gotten embarrassed
Like Norman Harras at every show appearance
Anniversary double X, double I
Person who gets it won't wonder why
Getting no merits and no kind words
From your own parents, the strike hurts
I have enough forbearance
And I'm all for confidence
But why you're throwing the gold away
'Cause you want more carats?

I can't just simply find you a goldsmith
Tie your horse kid, chill and hold still
If you just want a flower, it is easy to choose
You can't just find another lily that blooms
You feel you could lose again
Everybody has a bouquet while you were handed a rose
The whole world has moved ahead
Leaving you to fend for yourself and the panic grows

Am I loved or is my name tabooed in the family home
My words haven't been rude, but haven't been setting the tone
At least I ain't copying roads and I know
You gon' still follow, I'm breaking my phone
Just stop calling me, I'm better alone
Imma step on you like memory foam

Try to step on me
I'm putting ambitions into submission
Man, I'm trying to choke
My god damn plans and my vision out
They are tidally locked
Pick your poison and voice a decision
Pin the mission, put your mind on the clock
For fuck's sake, forget your favorite god forsaken freedom
Feel the fun 'fore you finally stop
Now I've been on the roll
I'm uncontrollable, following no one
All of the horrible rules I broke
Have not taken a toll on me
And no, I'm not going to be told off by authority
You know I'm already holding a grudge against a lot of you
Don't show me any photos, any videos or any statistics
I know what I've gone for
I know what I've signed up for
I weighed the sacrifices
I know what I've been risking
Sacrificing both the bishop and the knight
Catching you off guard and finishing the fight
Wing gambit, queen's bandit, king's laughing
Rook has got you trapped in the bank rank, diminishing the might
Hear the bang-bang and perish in the night
You're splashing lies, cause you're alone
When the passion dies, you're gone

Am I loved or is my name tabooed in the family home
My words haven't been rude, but haven't been setting the tone
At least I ain't copying roads and I know
You gon' still follow, I'm breaking my phone
Just stop calling me, I'm better alone
Imma step on you like memory foam

Imma step on you like memory foam