Songtexte Form of Affliction - Ka-Flame feat. Beat-Theiphz

2'Pac Speaks

I swear, sometimes I be thinking, how I deal with this shit?
21 years, how I live, with this shit?
Can't imagine how it feel, to get a mill, in this bitch
Vowed to keep it trill, this is real, as it get
Sometimes I be thinking, how I deal with this shit?
21 years, how I live, with this shit?
Can't imagine, how it feel, to get a mill, in this bitch
Vowed to keep it trill, this is real, as it get

I remember writing rhymes, I wasn't even trying to flex
I was rhyming, bout them diamonds, that was shinning, round my neck
Hell yea, I was grinding, mind on trying, to get a check
Spending time, writing lines, getting mine, that's a bet
Never signed, but it's fine, I wasn't trying, to be the best
In my mind, with my grind, I was bound, to be a vet
Take em' back to 99, you would find me, in the jects
Talking Mt.Zion, we're designed, to be a threat
Ya think a nigga lying, till that iron, get to firing, at ya set
Niggas dying, bitches crying, no denying, it's a mess
Toting nines, with a vest, doing crimes, for the stress
For a dime sack, they might just shoot ya spine, through ya chest
(I was blind, got finessed) now I'm smarter, than I was
A underground King, cause it's hard, to go above
Cause they drowning out my sounds, in a town, full of haters
Used to show them love, now I'm fresh all out of favors

I swear, sometimes I be thinking, how I deal with this shit?
21 years, how I live, with this shit?
Can't imagine how it feel, to get a mill, in this bitch
Vowed to keep it trill, this is real, as it get
Sometimes I be thinking, how I deal with this shit?
21 years, how I live, with this shit?
Can't imagine, how it feel, to get a mill, in this bitch
Vowed to keep it trill, this is real, as it get

They'll never take me alive, I will survive, got that 45' loaded
So therefore, I gotta tote it, devoted, to the cause
Even though, they hope I fall
It's still muthafuck them, I'm exposing all the flaws
Dick riding ho's, they be all up on my balls
All because, I'm prevailing, as I'm yelling, fuck the laws
If it wasn't for my dawgs, in the hood, falling through
Telling me, that they can really see, the good, in all I do
I tell them, that I'm trying, been a lot of nights, of crying
Dealing with the pain, in my veins, all the time
I be bout to lose my mind, that's a sign, of insanity
What else can I do? can't even trust, my own family
Felt like they abandoned me, and left me here to die
So you know, I ain't the one, they expect to be alive
Still be setting shit on fire, with the albums, I release
If I wasn't rapping, I would never, have no peace

I swear, sometimes I be thinking, how I deal with this shit?
21 years, how I live, with this shit?
Can't imagine, how it feel, to get a mill, in this bitch
Vowed to keep it trill, this is real, as it get
Sometimes I be thinking, how I deal with this shit?
21 years, how I live, with this shit?
Can't imagine how it feel, to get a mill, in this bitch
Vowed to keep it trill, this is real, as it get

2'Pac Speaks