Heartache

I've been crawling up the walls
Or watched the news when I got bored
Found a therapist online
I pay him well to waste his time

I don't talk the same
When you call my name
I don't walk the same
Cause I'm in pain

I throw myself in
It hurts my brain
I feel nothing inside
I act tough
But I'm fucked
And for a second
I wish you were dead

I've been standing at your door
Hoping you would hear me call
Bad advice is what I need
Tell me something I don't hear

I don't sleep the same
When no one calls my name
I don't love the same no more

I throw myself in
It hurts my brain
I feel nothing inside
I act tough
But I'm fucked
And for a second
I wish you were dead

I throw myself in
It hurts my brain
I feel nothing inside
I act tough
But I'm fucked
And for a second
I wish you were dead

The sun goes down
I'm all alone
I need you now
A heartache's home

The sun goes up
What can I do
I need you now
A heartache's fool