Undecided (Live)

Every time you look at me
My defenses weakening
I can't afford to let you touch my soul
Don't you know just why I'm waiting
And hesitating to fall?
I'm blaming myself for feeling anything at all

Undecided
Yet delighted and excited
But I'm equally frightened
I'm so undecided
But the rope has tightened around my heart
That's so divided
Undecided

Every time you call my name
My heart's a-revering
But I feel my own me standing tall
I'll always find some lame excuse
Afraid you'll make me choose
After all, I'm only pushing you away
To get my life back in control

Undecided
Yet delighted and excited
But I'm equally frightened
I'm so undecided
But the rope has tightened around my heart
Still so divided
Undecided

I can't find the answers
To the questions that you raise
I won't see the truth
Though it's been staring me right in the face
But hey, it's two sides to a medal
And I never know which side is up
My mind goes 'round in circles
Why can't I make it stop?

Undecided
Yet delighted and excited
But I'm equally frightened
I'm so undecided
But the rope has tightened around my heart
That's so divided
Undecided