Salvation

All that I thought that I knew, that I trusted is broken
I don't recognize who it is when I look at the picture
Sabotaging my plans when you gave me too little
Waking up when I thought it was over and done with
Sometimes I wish I'd succeeded, I wish I'd kept trying
Is it my fault for not wanting it harder

Is this your gift
Did you give me salvation
Is this your gift
Did you give me salvation
Do you understand what you left me to live with
Is hating my body a sweet revelation

Don't worry, I'll fix all your mistakes
Filling my body with what you denied me
Seeing myself for the first time
I'm alive now, I'm alive now

Is this your gift
Did you give me salvation
Is this your gift
Did you give me salvation