Banshee?

Forgive me please I need you back
So much smoke that I bleed black
Forget the tags it says I got racks
My past like a shadow on me attatched
Forgive not I don't need you no
I see spirits in the smoke
Talking to ghosts I'ma find where to go
Down the road I won't need these hoes
Every step is towards the end
In my cup is my bestfriend
I struggle with addiction
Make bittersweet amends
I cannot take this
I'm always so anxious
Off these pills like I'm in the matrix
Still can't get through the basics