Songtexte LAST FALL - Kōdai

So this is it I guess
I really fucked up this time
I made you hate yourself
More than I do

Light up my cigarette
And work a bit on my car
Didn't know that this was the last time

I flipped mom's room upside down
To clear my head out loud
But I didn't make it

The silence never killed me so loud
This time I got my feet touching the ground
I got my grave ready, dug out
I'll be the one to put me down

Well here we are again
Crying yourself to sleep
And I'm numb so much
That I don't want to eat

I have no one to talk to
Do you feel like I do?

I'm sorry that I'm a fool
And that I made you one too

The silence never killed me so loud
This time I got my feet touching the ground
I got my grave ready, dug out (this time)
I'll be the one to put me down