Feel Myself

Gonna feel myself
Finna feel myself
Feel the blood drip drop from the cut
Call help
Go an kill yourself
Sit n kneel for help
In your hell
Minds cell
Never tell 'em how you felt

Sitting inna pit of pity
Feelin shitty bout yourself
Hitting bottles and a ciggy
Yet ya scared for your health
Outstretched feel ya neck
Snap n crack in a sec
Wishing quickly
That your sickly tired brain will meet death

Yeah

Gotta friend watch em kick me to corner
Guess what if that day comes I'm a lamb to the slaughter
Never planned to live long, want no son or a daughter
Just a jar everyday, catch me seshing up a quarter

Got the Order in, crossing state borders
Life is sure boring, then comes pain for ya
Feeling so mundane, then the brain flips
Fucking hate every day, hope my veins spit

Raking payments
Take it
Waste it
Payslips
Wither away
They came today
Yet I've drained it
In the midst of my haze
I feel amazed then
Check my bank the very next day
Guess my pays been

Taken by mwah
(Gonna feel myself)
Take it too far
(Gonna kill myself)
Making a star
(Ha don't kid yourself)
Fucking retard
(Sex with mental health)

Gonna feel myself
Finna feel myself
Feel the blood drip drop from the cut
Call help
Go an kill yourself
Sit n kneel for help
In your hell
Minds cell
Never tell 'em how you felt

Yeah

Gotta friend watch em kick me to corner
Guess what if that day comes I'm a lamb to the slaughter
Never planned to live long, want no son or a daughter
Just a jar everyday, catch me seshing up a quarter

Got the Order in, crossing state borders
Life is sure boring, then comes pain for ya
Feeling so mundane, then the brain flips
Fucking hate every day, hope my veins spit
Got the Order in, crossing state borders
Life is sure boring, then comes pain for ya
Feeling so mundane, then the brain flips
Fucking hate every day, hope my veins spit