I'm Useless

In bed my head's sick
My lungs itch
I want to die
3am the rooms lit
I'm useless
I'm getting high
Think it's time for a get up
A new fix
Another line
I'm talking pen on paper
I pour my heart out
In every rhyme
Now I look in the mirror
See my own face
What are those eye
Black holes inside my head
My souls dead
Snort another line
Inspiration as excuses
To keep using
Travel to dimension 5
Spend a night with me and you'll see
What it's like to
To be alive

Hold up
Take a minute
Look at me
Scrawny mother fucker
But your mum knows my balls are big
Out smoke a mother fucker - with bronchitis - cause I hold my shit
Always stand the longest
So if I want
Got endurance trust me your girl and Ma can back me up
I got the endurance no insurance
Never fuck up enough to need that
Guess you can call me bullet proof kid
Let's say proof there's no bullets round here
Don't need to wear a vest when I'm buying northern beers
But for some reason see fuckers out here
Repping like a fashion trend
Wish it'd fucking end
Think every opps a cop
Got an ounce in my pocket and my stomachs bout to drop
Give a nod look friendly once he's gone run away don't stop

Y'all fuck with my head

All my life I've been running
No stopping
I need to cry
Desert my family
Cross country
Find a place and hide
What's the point I'll do risky shit
Oblivious
To danger against my life
All the ones that pulled me out from this pit
I'll take to the sky
You're the one that's drowned my lungs I'll show you real fun
I'll still make you mine
What is it like to be me
Trust it ain't easy
I'm a professional at life