Catching Bugs

I know how to play the victim
I know how to play the system
Catch a bug and be the sick one
If that means i can really fix em well
And i wouldn't say i trick them
If i had rocks then i would kick em to well
Cause where else are they going
I'll throw a coin and i'll pray i don't have to live in this hell
Where the hell im going
Theres no one that can say they know me well
Im dead and you know it
Cause you were there everytime i fell

I hurt myself
Im dead and you know it
I dont understand why i hurt myself
When forgiving's in my coding
So save me, from me
From me
Or take me back home
Back home

I dont wanna play the victim
I dont wanna play the system
I'll catch a bug and be the sick one
If that means i can really fix em well
And i wouldn't say i trick them
If i had rocks then i would kick em to well
Cause where else are they going
I'll throw a coin and i'll pray i don't have to live in this hell
Where the hell im going
Theres no one that can say they knew me well
Im dead and you know it
You was there when i fell