unemployed

All my friends are slowly fading
Into faces I once knew
Feeling shit is so outdated
There's no time for autumn blues no more

But I can't help it
It's so contagious (Must be in the wind)
My head keeps shaking
But my heart stays patient (Broken from within)

I don't know if I'm broke or I fucked up
Count my blessings guess I'm out of luck (Out of luck now)
Get a job quit the drink pull your head out
Must be fun when you live without grey clouds
Where is the surprise
Is it when I die?

The kitchen sink is stacked with dishes
I'm waking up at half past three
Staying up cause we're nocturnal
And every nights a dreamers dream I'm sure

That I've got issues
I'll disappoint you (I can never win)
So what I'm saying
I'll keep delaying (Let the hurt begin)

I don't know if I'm broke or I fucked up
Count my blessings guess I'm out of luck (Out of luck now)-
Get a job quit the drink pull your head out
It must be fun when you live without grey clouds
Where is the surprise
Is it when I die?

I'm just so done with average life
A 9 to 5
Tell me where I'll find the surprise
Is it when I die?

My lucks run out reality hit me
I can't wish my life away