Songtexte Wonder Why - Lil Cuete , T

I wonder why I keep my head to the sky
When my life has been filled with nothing but hard times
I wonder when I die
Will my dreams stay alive
Will my record sales fly
I wonder why
I got so much to lose
And I got so much to gain
I wonder why
I'm halfway to insane
I'm packing a cuete when I'm rolling at night
But I'll put it down when you bitches wanna fight
I wonder why it's so right to do wrong
I wonder why my family can't get along
I wonder why I'm so quick to get sick
Unloading a clip and not giving a shit
I wonder why we hurt the ones that we love
And I wonder if the ones that we lost are up above
I wonder if I sin
Will my sins be forgiven
I wonder if I'll go to hell because the way I'm living

I wonder why
All them gangstas running up and down my street
I wonder why
Forced to hustle, slanging shit to make ends meet
I wonder why
Feel like death keeps coming, creeping, closing in
I wonder why
I keep on knocking, Heaven's gate won't let me in

I wonder why I trip on every little thing
I wonder why I want everything I've never seen
It's hard living, growing up on these streets
Don't get caught up in this hole cause it goes too deep
I was living like an animal, no chains to hold me back
But I planted a seed, so I had to relax
Few of us make it out just to tell the story
I was young and dumb, but I'll still die for my homies
I've been there and done that, no changing to this cycle
I've seen shit that would make you go psycho
Living day to day, will today be your last
I say a prayer for the homies that have passed
I wonder why I haven't died
God, why am I alive
If I was with Angel, would have I made it to the sky
And if not, can you say a prayer for me
And don't let nobody else go before me

I wonder why
All them gangstas running up and down my street
I wonder why
Forced to hustle, slanging shit to make ends meet
I wonder why
Feel like death keeps coming, creeping, closing in
I wonder why
I keep on knocking, Heaven's gate won't let me in

As I look into the sky
I see too much negativity to just pass by
Police brutality, drugs, murder, violence
Hoes, haters, people plotting to destroy and take what's mine
How long is this gonna continue
How long do I have to watch our children struggle
What's it coming to Lord
What must we do
The only choice I have now
Is to pull out my weapon and destroy
Anybody that tries to destroy mine
And that's the deal

I wonder why
All them gangstas running up and down my street
I wonder why
Forced to hustle, slanging shit to make ends meet
I wonder why
Feel like death keeps coming, creeping, closing in
I wonder why
I keep on knocking, Heaven's gate won't let me in
I wonder why
All them gangstas running up and down my street
I wonder why
Forced to hustle, slanging shit to make ends meet
I wonder why
Feel like death keeps coming, creeping, closing in
I wonder why
I keep on knocking, Heaven's gate won't let me in