closing time

Realized I'd give all my friends every dollar
And hold up the weight of the world on my collar
If only it meant we could all live forever
I've buried my wonder and felt all the pressure
By the time you hear this I'll be long, Long gone
Game of opportunity and I need one
Everything is new to me it feels so wrong
Everyone around lies, it's hard for me to confide
Closing time, keep me out of mind
Cause your light brings me home at night

The time we spent was worth it
A wonderful life we had
Those days were wasted on
Not admitting it when we're both wrong
Running from myself and baby I feel like I'm
Losing all my sleep because I'm fearful of my life
Really had it coming but I don't get a choice this time
And for that I'm nervous

In spite of everything
My insomnia, my nausea, The meditation for
I seek self preservation from my isolation
Sewing my wounds shut
No way, no shape, will I ever become like you
The time we spent was worth it, A wonderful life we had
Those days were wasted on, Not admitting it when we're both wrong
Running from myself and baby I feel like I'm, Losing all my sleep
Because I'm fearful of my life
Really had it coming but I don't get a choice this time and for that I'm nervous
Sewing the scars shut